It was the craziest and scariest dream ever, I must say!! It started on a Monday...Well, maybe even earlier than that cuz we were given the info that started this Monday dream earlier, I think. Anywho we were told that our engine in our truck was going...Not a good thing. The poor trucks lived a long life, almost 200 thousand miles, dealt with 3 kids and their friends, hubby's road trips and our family trips, for over 11 years, so I guess it was NO surprise...BUT UGH, RIGHT!! So DJ's trying to figure something out and I'm thinking what kind of luck - cuz it was at the beginning of the year that we replaced the engine in our car!! No one has 2 engines go our in one year!! Well we do!! DJ gets a call from his dad who once took a mechanics class and made a suggestion, which brought DJ to tearing the engine apart on Monday. In my dream he worked all day, Until he realized that he needed to lift and pull the engine. One problem - No lifty pully thingy - so he makes calls and finds one but its being used! So its time to put everything back together. Once done he realizes a disk has slipped and the truck is leaking some kind of liquid. So now we are to Tuesday...apart comes the engine, fix the disk - oh and a worn out hose. But now the truck smells when its driven. And I'm told to only drive it around my neighborhood!
But then my dream changes. DJ asks me on Monday to remind him on Tuesday about having to go to court on Wednesday and to take his suit. So I did! Well that was a BIG waste of time - his court got changed to Thursday at 2. So he says to remind him to bring his suit Thursday.
Now in my dream DJ's suppose to go hunting on Friday. Well one problem with my dream - we weren't sure how DJ was going to go hunting...truck engine dying - REMEMBER!! We came up with a plan, I decided that I don't need my car over the weekend, he can take it hunting. See it has to be a dream - ME WITHOUT A CAR FOR 6 DAYS - THAT'S CRAZY!! But the saying dreams can come true comes into play - WELL, sort of...I have an Uncle James...proof right there that this was a nightmare, my uncle was in it (luv ya James), anywho he lent us his big pickup truck. Problem solved! DJ could go hunting and I can have a car!
Well Thursday came- 2:00p.m, DJ shows up for court and waits and waits and waits ( I don't know much about the court system so I imagined all the detail I got in this dream). Finally someone comes out and tells DJ that the county Attorney is finishing up her questions and the Defense will cross exam and then it will be DJ's turn. So not much longer. Now this is a murder trial so the Defense gets up and takes forever cross examining the witness. Asking some ridicules questions. Finally at 4 they call DJ...One problem- court ends @ 4:30. DJ starts with some of the evidence and the judge stops him and asks him if he has to do the same thing with each piece of evidence, he says yes and the judge decides to adjourn court til Monday Morning at 10:15- DJ's first on the stand...REMEMBER DJ suppose to be hunting til Tuesday Morning! Not happening - NOT happy!
Now for a bit of comic relief in my nightmare. So everyday that I'm dreaming about I have these two pesky woodpeckers who keep showing up at my house...30 to 40 times a day!! Trying to pick or believe it or not steal dog food!! Woodpeckers don't eat dog food (or do they), they eat bugs and peek holes! Every time I hear it do its call, I jump up either grab Josh's air soft gun throw open the door and try to shoot it (don't worry it wont kill it), or open the door screaming like a made woman trying to scare the dumb things away!! UGH!!
So back to the nightmare part to this stupid dream....
Thursday night, DJ gets home from work and starts to load up James' truck. Everythings loaded and hes ready to go...except, he can't get the beast to start!! UGH. So he calls James...its like that car from Back to the Future...theres a trick to starting it and you would only know about it if it was your truck. SO James shared the trick and slowly but surely DJ was off!
Every mornng at 5:30 a.m in this nightmare (5:30- I know its scary), my friend Teresa and I have been waking up and riding bikes 5 miles up one of the longest hills ever!! You would have to be out of your mind to ride first that early and second these hills...(I just want to wake from this dream but I can't). Friday morning I come home and it looks like we've shaved 10 minutes off our bike time from the rest of the week (heck maybe my nightmare is starting to change...wrong...its about to get worst!!)
As I start to get things ready for the boys to go to school, I look out and see Mia (our crazy dog) sitting, starring. I look out on our patio and see Mickey, our 19 year old dog laying, you know he likes sleeping, only this time he wasn't! I kept looking just to see if he was breathing and NO breath!
I wont go into much of this part of the nightmare except to say that in it DJ was gone, my dad was gonna be gone, so my mom and I wrapped, drove and buried. Even in nightmares moms always come to the rescue. I didn't tell the boys before they left to school cuz I didn't want to upset them!
I'm telling you this dream was all night long!! The next thing I remember is getting a call from DJ after I sent him a text about Mickey. When he got to his camp site the night before he said it felt like the truck was running low on gas so he changed tanks but when he did that it acted even more strange so he flipped back to the other tank and got to his site. Then in the morning he was planning to run into town and get gas but when he started the truck it went a few feet and died and wouldn't start again. He killed the truck! See these have to be nightmares cuz what kind of people can keep killing vehicles in the same week!
As the dream progress on - I'm loading up the boys in the car, callin people about some cub scout activity I have the next day to make sure they can handle things and off we go to help DJ cuz remember hes got to be in court on Monday. James told me a few things to tell DJ to help it start. I also loaded up the gas cans just in case. So here we go...We get on the B-line highway and a rabbit runs our in front of me and you guessed it...I killed him!!
What a dream!!
We reach payson, not much more to go, maybe 30 minutes. Its about 8:10p.m. Now the last time I was up there driving to the site, it was light NOT dark, so needless to say I got lost!! Really lost! After about an hour I asked someone for directions. Something I would never do if I was awake. So I got to the right area, finally! BUT not to the site. That took another 2 hours. I followed DJ directions, but in the dark, I still got lost and drove around forever. Was just about to give up when I found it. DJ was out on his mountain bike looking for me but we never saw each other. It was about 11:15 when I finally got to the site. What a nightmare. We got things unloaded and went to sleep.
It got pretty cold up there cuz did I mention, there was rain, lots of it and it started all night long. But it stopped just in time for DJ to go out at 5 to hunt for his elk. He was going to come back to camp at around 10 to work on the truck so when I got up I drove into town and got gas, plus a new pair of jeans for Josh...ready for this, I would normally check the kids stuff that they packed but for some reason I didn't this time...see dream...so Josh got his stuff all together, hes old enough, except for he hasn't worn his jeans all summer...they didn't fit. He couldn't even button them. So gas, jeans and PJ pants, cuz the boys brought shorts to sleep in up to the mountains. I get back to camp and we wait for DJ.
No DJ still, the boys are having fun shooting the air soft guns, pellet gun and bow and arrows. But still no DJ. Finally he comes walking into camp right before lunch...and I could tell he got his elk! And a bit of good news it was only about a mile away! Bad news...DJ had ordered a bike tailer for his bike to haul the elk back...it was shipped on the 31st of Aug...well we didn't get it yet. So that meant DJ was going to haul it back on his back. He had already carried most of it up from the valley it was in. Well we decided to make it a family haul and we all went with him. He took his big back pack but when we got there he realized he wouldn't be able to fit part of it, so Josh and I came up with an idea. We got a long piece of wood and tied the two extra pieces on to it and we would carry it on our shoulders. It worked through the rough part but it was hard cuz Josh and I are not the same height. Josh was having a hard time and so was I so I decided to take it all and carry it on my shoulders. Josh and Seth stood on both sides of me and stopped the elk from hitting my side and we carried it to a trail. There DJ took the elk from my shoulders and hung it in the tree cuz we were to a point that he could ride back on his bike. We finished hiking to the camp. Hung the parts of the elk DJ had and back he went. By this point my body is killing me. I don't know how the women of old carried water jugs that way!! But DJ got his elk.
So after awhile we went to work on the truck. He put gas in it and did all kinds of stuff and still nothing. Then he decided maybe the battery need to be charged to. We charged that for over an hour on my little car. Then back to trying to start the beast. IT started. DJ decided to drive it to town, put gas in it and kind of recharge the battery. Things are looking up right!
That night we are around the camp fire have smores (you can't camp without them) when it starts to rain...we have stuff all over the camp. The boys run one way gathering stuff and putting it under tarps, I go the other and DJ another. We got everything put up and into the tent we go. I get the sleeping bags out when I realized the floor of the tent is damp. I'm thinking water some how got in. No biggy except during the night when, as its pouring cats and dogs outside, Seth says hes cold. So we get up to make sure he's covered and you guess it, his sleeping bag is soaked. The water is only on his side of the tent. We have him come over and he gets in with DJ and starts to warm up. You would think in my dream I could keep my pour kids warm. By 5 the rain stops and we get up at around 6. Spent the morning packing things up, playing on some rope hanging from a tree, shooting the bows and pellet gun.
Then at 11 we went for a hike. We came across sooo many different types of mushrooms I've never seen before. It was crazy. Josh and Seth ran to old dead trees and pushed them over. I was actually enjoying this part of my dream, that is until we came to a dirt road and decided to cross. We head a vehicle coming so DJ and Josh ran across the road while Seth and I waited. As the truck drove by, Seth says that looks like our truck, I looked at the back and realized IT WAS OUR TRUCK...someone had figured out how to start the "Back to the Future" starter and was driving away with all our stuff we had packed earlier. DJ takes off running down the road, getting ready to pull his gun and shoot out the tire if he had to when the truck pulls over and turns around...It was my uncle James. Can you say HEART ATTACK!!! My aunt and him and driven up the night before, just in case we didn't get the truck started again. Yes we had a good laugh but oh my heck was our hearts pumping.
We got back to camp and we were visiting and while James and DJ worked on the truck and the end the trip right, it starts to rain. So we loaded everything up and headed back home. The truck had terrible gas mileage so it took a lot of gas to get that beast home...and it didn't like the hills at all. But we finally got home, unloaded, and then returned the truck to James at around 8:30. Back home for a nice long shower.
During that day DJ got a e-mail on his phone...remember the elk bike trailer we were waiting for...It arrived!! A little late ya think!!
We did it, we got DJ to court Monday with no problem!!
THEN I WOKE UP...AND I REALIZED IT WASN'T A NIGHTMARE...ALL OF THIS REALLY HAPPENED...AND MORE!!
This is the Life and Adventures of the Hansen family from Goodyear (Estrella Hills), Az. Welcome to our NUT HOUSE!!
Thursday, September 15, 2011
Monday, July 18, 2011
Yes, I'm complainng again...SO SORRY...
Have you ever said yes you'll do something cuz you've always been taught to say yes to certain things...but, you didn't either feel right about it or you are upset about being asked to do this certain thing or well...whatever! Well that pretty much sums up how I feel about something I said yest to this week. I know I'm a bit vaig on what it is and I'm sure some of you know what I'm talking about...BUT....Well, we will leave it at that for now. I just hope things will change...preferably my mood and attitude...cuz right now its not very good (big shock for some of you who know me)! I'll do what I said I would do and know one will be able to tell how upset I am while I'm doing it but heres looking for my attitude to change soon!
Friday, July 15, 2011
Mia, Mia, Mia...
If you don't know...Mia is our puppy we got last summer. She really is a cute thing and funny...BUT she's crazy (I really think her father was a cousin or her mother was an aunt or something). I've blogged and FB about how crazy she is before...BUT not only is she crazy...she's nuts...and so far un trainable and we do try and work with her but to NO end. WELL, I guess thats not completely true. If she is on a leash she does ok walking with you, I guess...But other than that she doesn't listen at all. You try and call her and she thinks your playing and runs around like shes a wild animal and you can't catch her. She jumps on you any time you go outside and will scratch the tar out of you if your not careful. If you let her in the house she NEVER stops running around...shes like the energizer bunny...she just keeps going and going and going. Mickey, my good old dog of almost 19 years, walks around for a bit and then settles down and goes and lays on his bed in the laundry room...BUT not Mia, she thinks its play time and runs around for hours, NEVER SLOWING DOWN...really HOURS. The other day when she was in, she went into the Living room, which we've tried to teach the dogs if off limits, and got something off the book shelf and started caring it around the house...REALLY off the shelf. Then when I tried to get it from her she thought we were playing! AND today she started jumping on my furniture. WHATS UP WITH THAT!!! Oh and the ender of all enders...which got her sent outside...SHE PEED ON MY FLOOR!!! She never let me know she needed out!!! Plus she still does her excitement pee...if you look at her there she blows!!
She's driving me CRAZY and yes we all know I didn't have far to go! I don't know whose going to survive her puppy years...me or her!!
She's driving me CRAZY and yes we all know I didn't have far to go! I don't know whose going to survive her puppy years...me or her!!
Monday, June 13, 2011
Just a short note...
Well I call it a short note and we'll see if it is by the time I'm done typing, cuz with me you never know. Sometimes I can be a little long winded....
Some of you may notice and some of you may not...BUT the name of by blog..."Stranded in BUCKEYE" has changed...to "Stranded in BUCKEYE...NO MORE".
This does come with some bittersweet feelings we are sadden to leave some of our friends that we have made in Buckeye. BUT we are still in the Buckeye Stake for church. AND we haven't moved THAT far away... We've moved to the Estrella Hills in Goodyear.
There were many reasons for our move and I'm not going to go into all the boring details for all of you cuz I would really hate for you to fall asleep while reading my blog and never come back to read more. BUT the Lord still has plans for us in the Buckeye stake...hence the reason I'm still keeping the stranded in Buckeye name...plus, I kind of like it!!! It was the start of my blogging. It has sentimental meaning to me.
But now here we are in the Estrella hills, for really who knows how long...I guess, until we feel the need to move again...and with us that could be in a few years, or in 10 years, you never know, I'll just put this out there...DJ could retire in 2 years, so who knows what we'll do...maybe move to Gilbert, to be by Jerrae, or Tempe to be by Cayla, or Utah to be in cooler weather that DJ dreams of everyday, or up to WA to by my brother, who knows...its a big world out there! BUT for now we are HERE!!
Some of you may notice and some of you may not...BUT the name of by blog..."Stranded in BUCKEYE" has changed...to "Stranded in BUCKEYE...NO MORE".
This does come with some bittersweet feelings we are sadden to leave some of our friends that we have made in Buckeye. BUT we are still in the Buckeye Stake for church. AND we haven't moved THAT far away... We've moved to the Estrella Hills in Goodyear.
There were many reasons for our move and I'm not going to go into all the boring details for all of you cuz I would really hate for you to fall asleep while reading my blog and never come back to read more. BUT the Lord still has plans for us in the Buckeye stake...hence the reason I'm still keeping the stranded in Buckeye name...plus, I kind of like it!!! It was the start of my blogging. It has sentimental meaning to me.
But now here we are in the Estrella hills, for really who knows how long...I guess, until we feel the need to move again...and with us that could be in a few years, or in 10 years, you never know, I'll just put this out there...DJ could retire in 2 years, so who knows what we'll do...maybe move to Gilbert, to be by Jerrae, or Tempe to be by Cayla, or Utah to be in cooler weather that DJ dreams of everyday, or up to WA to by my brother, who knows...its a big world out there! BUT for now we are HERE!!
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Sprinklers and A Game of Froger...
Yep, thats what it was...a day of "Sprinklers and a game of Froger".
Yesterday marked the first game for Joshua and the Jasinski Jaguars Baseball team and even though they got SQUASHED LIKE A FROG, they did really good. It wasn't entirely there fault...the game had some...how shall I put it...mishaps to it.
It started out to be a descent game. All the families sitting there watching our boys...cheering our boys...yelling at Seth and the other kids to settle down and to stay out of the way cuz they were crazy, rolling down the hill and running around...when...BAM...on came the sprinklers! Are you kidding! And of course everyone went crazy!
Well lucky for us they didn't come on in the field were the game was, but they did come on were we were sitting! The game was able to continue on! BUT the sprinklers did reach were our boys were sitting in the dug-out! UGH! They boys on our team had no where to sit! SO the families picked up our chairs and moved over a bit...NO BIGGY, right...WRONG!
About 10 minutes later another set came on...before the first set turned off, NO WARNING...are you kidding me...so we moved a little bit more. THEN, another 10 minutes...ones behind us turned on...this time hitting us in the head and in the faces...WE ran and pressed ourselves against the fence until we could make our move and then RAN to a dry spot. If we could have taken pictures of each other...One of us was using a chair to try and block the sprinklers from hitting them in the face...that one was funny cuz they couldn't figure out why they kept getting hit until they realized it was going through the mesh part of the chair...a few of us were trying to press ourselves further into the fence...while the people on the other side of the fence, who were safe from the water, were dying of laughter. Then we made the move to safety!
THEN the phone calls were made...because you know what happen NEXT...yes you guess it...sprinklers came on in the field and stopped the game! We called the maintenance guy for the school, we called the receptionist, we called anyone we had numbers for...IT PAYS TO KNOW PEOPLE IN HIGH PLACES AT THE SCHOOL!
I can tell you the coach for our team was NOT happy....
Then I look back over at the fence...UGH...my youngest child...I truly do love his pointed head...he left his chair against the fence...I needed to go and get it cuz we needed to leave soon...so it was time for a game of LEAP FROG...could I make it across without getting wet...My friend did not think so...but I thought I could...so it began...I ran to the fence and waited for the first sprinkler to go, then I ran...stop...go...wait...duck...go...jump...press against the fence...really against the fence...RUN...grab the chair...NOW BACK...NOT ONCE GETTING WET....
I'M GOOD....
WELL, after 25 minutes of NO PLAYING...the district maintenance guy shows up...he finally gets the sprinklers turned off. Well by this time, I have to leave. I get up to him and he gives me this run around that they aren't even suppose to be on this field playing...funny thing how both schools ended up on this same field and how he was glad it didn't stop their playing for too long...ummmm heeeellllloooo...it was 25 minutes and there really isn't much light left...you goof!
BUT all in all, it did make for a funny story with
"SPRINKLERS And a GAME OF FROGER"
Yesterday marked the first game for Joshua and the Jasinski Jaguars Baseball team and even though they got SQUASHED LIKE A FROG, they did really good. It wasn't entirely there fault...the game had some...how shall I put it...mishaps to it.
It started out to be a descent game. All the families sitting there watching our boys...cheering our boys...yelling at Seth and the other kids to settle down and to stay out of the way cuz they were crazy, rolling down the hill and running around...when...BAM...on came the sprinklers! Are you kidding! And of course everyone went crazy!
Well lucky for us they didn't come on in the field were the game was, but they did come on were we were sitting! The game was able to continue on! BUT the sprinklers did reach were our boys were sitting in the dug-out! UGH! They boys on our team had no where to sit! SO the families picked up our chairs and moved over a bit...NO BIGGY, right...WRONG!
About 10 minutes later another set came on...before the first set turned off, NO WARNING...are you kidding me...so we moved a little bit more. THEN, another 10 minutes...ones behind us turned on...this time hitting us in the head and in the faces...WE ran and pressed ourselves against the fence until we could make our move and then RAN to a dry spot. If we could have taken pictures of each other...One of us was using a chair to try and block the sprinklers from hitting them in the face...that one was funny cuz they couldn't figure out why they kept getting hit until they realized it was going through the mesh part of the chair...a few of us were trying to press ourselves further into the fence...while the people on the other side of the fence, who were safe from the water, were dying of laughter. Then we made the move to safety!
THEN the phone calls were made...because you know what happen NEXT...yes you guess it...sprinklers came on in the field and stopped the game! We called the maintenance guy for the school, we called the receptionist, we called anyone we had numbers for...IT PAYS TO KNOW PEOPLE IN HIGH PLACES AT THE SCHOOL!
I can tell you the coach for our team was NOT happy....
Then I look back over at the fence...UGH...my youngest child...I truly do love his pointed head...he left his chair against the fence...I needed to go and get it cuz we needed to leave soon...so it was time for a game of LEAP FROG...could I make it across without getting wet...My friend did not think so...but I thought I could...so it began...I ran to the fence and waited for the first sprinkler to go, then I ran...stop...go...wait...duck...go...jump...press against the fence...really against the fence...RUN...grab the chair...NOW BACK...NOT ONCE GETTING WET....
I'M GOOD....
WELL, after 25 minutes of NO PLAYING...the district maintenance guy shows up...he finally gets the sprinklers turned off. Well by this time, I have to leave. I get up to him and he gives me this run around that they aren't even suppose to be on this field playing...funny thing how both schools ended up on this same field and how he was glad it didn't stop their playing for too long...ummmm heeeellllloooo...it was 25 minutes and there really isn't much light left...you goof!
BUT all in all, it did make for a funny story with
"SPRINKLERS And a GAME OF FROGER"
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Football and Baseball...
If I didn't think life was crazy before...WELL...it just got CRAZY NOW!!
FOOTBALL and BASEBALL season just started...ugh. Don't get me wrong, I like both, A LOT, but not when your son...yes, that was son, not son's, decided he wanted to play BOTH. And which sweet son was this that wanted to see how crazy he could drive his mother, well, that would be Joshua. And here I thought he was my reasonable, thoughtful, loving, smart and considerate son. Boy was I wrong!
So, here is whats happening. Josh wanted to play football, so we signed him up with a football group called Elite. They practice during the week and then have games on the weekend...no biggy, except we didn't know when his practices were, YET.
Then right before spring break, he decided to try out for the school baseball team, and try-outs were right before break and he made it! Those practices go til 5:30 with games on Tue/Thur. But we still didn't know when football would be. Ugh.
Lucky for us, the Football couch was willing to work with us and made practices start at 5:45, so we pick up Josh and his friend Austin and off we rush to Indian School rd and Falcon Field for Football practice...but wait, lets not forget that on Wednesdays, Seth has his piano at 4:30 to 5:00...I'm just glad Seth's finished with Soccer...cuz then I'd really go nuts.
Lets see if we can keep football and baseball up for 2 months. I guess its good he's young, but I don't know about me. Plus we have Scouts on Tuesdays and whatever else I decide to add with Seths life.
I LOVE sports season!! And I love those CRAZY BOYS OF MINE!!
FOOTBALL and BASEBALL season just started...ugh. Don't get me wrong, I like both, A LOT, but not when your son...yes, that was son, not son's, decided he wanted to play BOTH. And which sweet son was this that wanted to see how crazy he could drive his mother, well, that would be Joshua. And here I thought he was my reasonable, thoughtful, loving, smart and considerate son. Boy was I wrong!
So, here is whats happening. Josh wanted to play football, so we signed him up with a football group called Elite. They practice during the week and then have games on the weekend...no biggy, except we didn't know when his practices were, YET.
Then right before spring break, he decided to try out for the school baseball team, and try-outs were right before break and he made it! Those practices go til 5:30 with games on Tue/Thur. But we still didn't know when football would be. Ugh.
Lucky for us, the Football couch was willing to work with us and made practices start at 5:45, so we pick up Josh and his friend Austin and off we rush to Indian School rd and Falcon Field for Football practice...but wait, lets not forget that on Wednesdays, Seth has his piano at 4:30 to 5:00...I'm just glad Seth's finished with Soccer...cuz then I'd really go nuts.
Lets see if we can keep football and baseball up for 2 months. I guess its good he's young, but I don't know about me. Plus we have Scouts on Tuesdays and whatever else I decide to add with Seths life.
I LOVE sports season!! And I love those CRAZY BOYS OF MINE!!
Saturday, February 12, 2011
I stole Joshua's THUNDER...
So, we are on Day 2 of 3...
...of what...
...Well it's called a "MUA" and basically, to put it in my language and where its easy to understand...Some Doctors knock you out and stretch you like a rubber band...
...and well, thats whats being done to Josh right now!
Yep, he's being stretched like a rubber band!
You see, Josh's tendons are WAY to tight and it prevents him from bending like a normal person or from running like a normal kid. They pull and tug and cause him a lot of pain...But we all know, Josh isn't normal so I guess its ok!
He seems to be doing ok with it. Each morning we go and they knock him out and then the do whatever it is that needs to be done...One problem on the first day when they tried to put the IV in they had a hard time so he got stabbed 3 times. Once in each hand and then finally in his arm. Poor kid, maybe next time he'll listen to me when I tell him to drink more! So because they had such a hard time with the IV they are keeping his IV in his arm...it really bugs him so after tomorrow he'll get it taken out, which should make him a happy camper.
BUT...
You all know me...I can't let it all be about Josh...I mean REALLY!!
So Friday...Day 1...
I got up at 5:30 to get ready when...oh wait let me back up a day...Thursday I was sick all day running a low grade fever and having a really bad head cold, I even took Drugs before going to bed and I HATE taking meds...so now back to Friday...
So I'm getting up to get ready when I started to feel light headed...yep those of you who know me, well you guessed it...I passed out-
WAIT, not just once but TWICE!! See I had a head cold and I just wasn't doing well.
DJ was suppose to go to drill that morning, but plans where changed and he ended up taking Josh for his first treatment...He was afraid I would pass out while driving him. So he took him while I tried to get back to normal...well what I would call normal!
After Josh was done, DJ headed out of town for guard. He really didn't want to leave us but he had too!
So I couldn't just let it be all about Josh. I need to be the one who is front and center as always! UGH!
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